I’m a bit of a nervous wreck since we decided to pursue radiation treatment. I forgot to feed Jude lunch yesterday and even forgot our own phone number when leaving a call back number for someone yesterday. Andy says he feels “awkward.” I can’t help but think that maybe this isn’t the right decision since I don’t feel very comfortable with it. I can only hope at this point that we get the unlikely news tomorrow that the tumors were indeed neurocytomas and that radiation isn’t warranted.