The Beam was Down

Jude had a 10 a.m. appointment for radiation and didn’t get in until 12:30 p.m. since the beam was down.  So, he didn’t get to eat today until 2 p.m. again after waking up from anesthesia.  Brutal.  He is doing well though.  The radiation doesn’t seem to be having any impact on him yet.  I’ve …

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It’s past 1:30 a.m. here in Indiana and I haven’t slept yet.  I’ll get to that, after this.  Today was a crazy day.  Jude had to arrive for proton therapy at 11:45 a.m.  By the time we loaded him in the hot car to drive to the treatment center, he realized he hadn’t gotten anything to …

All on Board

Yesterday morning, on our to Indiana, we go news from our oncologist about St. Judes’s review of Jude’s tumor tissue from 2010 and 2012.  The review confirmed that radiation is warranted.  It turns out that the only factor that researchers have found that correlates with recurrence of supertentorial cortical ependymomas is invasion into the surrounding …

Incredibly Anxious

I feel incredibly anxious as the commencement date of radiation is rapidly approaching.  I feel like I’d rather endure 100 brain surgeries than this radiation treatment.  The 3 radiation doctors have been all over the map about potential side effects and I hate that this treatment is ineffective 30% of the time against the type …

Asher’s 1st Temper Tantrum

Asher, at only 10 months old, is already following in the shoes of his Daddy and big brothers in being a total techie.  Asher threw his first temper tantrum today when Levi wasn’t sharing the iPad good enough with him.  Pretty crazy.